October 30, 2008

So far behind...

Between my Mother's visit and starting a new job this week I am so far behind! It's a part time job - but now my schedule is all messed up.

I seriously don't know how Moms do it all. How do they work full time and raise a family? I work 2 part time jobs and feel like such a loser.

I'm a bit stressed with working and having Eli at home. I know he is fine - but the guilt is something terrible. I let him watch an hour of cartoons then he plays and read for the rest of the time. I just need time to figure out how to balance everything. Just like with money and diet - it's all about balance.

I know some of you have asked about the soda intake. It's not great. On average I have one every other day. It's still a huge improvement.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

working at home with kids around is HARD at times impossible. You will figure it out. Can you get up early and work before Eli wakes up?

letters to elijah said...

I probably could get up early.. I guess I don't want to! ;)
but for me, I could stay up late and work. Thanks for the idea.

Rachel said...

One soda every other day is doing great! You should be really proud. Don't expect it to be all or nothing for success, you've changed a habit that's not easy at all to do.